Ceci n'est pas une pipe: Well, I was just served a fresh plate of scare-tactics from my mom, who said literally the same thing would happen if I didn't do my schoolwork. Like, why would you do something as silly as putting the one of the few things that make me happy in front of something that I can't get myself to do? This situation is getting too silly, if I do say so myself. I don't care about schoolwork; just book the vacation so I can feel happy and look forward to something definite for once. (What if I learned French just so I can make the title of these in French for the hell of it? Heh, that'd be cool.) Anyways, it'd be nice if my room was clean before Christmas. Just a thought. Y'know, that christmassy colosseum idea I keep having is starting to remind me of this comic series I've seen on Deviant Art. (It was basically the 12 days of Christmas, but with those guys and a few others.) That idea is about the same, but at a much bigger scale. Speaking of Deviant Art, I just got reminded of a couple of fanfics that I haven't read in a couple of months. Like he said, "when you read our fanfics, you'll have a gay ol' time. But you knew that already!" Wonder if they'll do anything for the 10th anniversary of that channel. Only the future knows. Keep on dreaming. 12-1-19🌟 (24 days left until Christmas!!!! It's December already…?)

Je m'appelle Claude: just got my headphones a day early, which was very cash money from the Amazon delivery people. Anyways, I still have Yule Shoot Your Eye Out stuck in my head, and like… christmassy colosseum, still sounds freaking wonderful. Like, just imagine the sketches during that whole thing. Just make it happen already. Right, and I was watching his college roommate (and his wife) play Untitled Goose Game during its own stream, and Monty Python was brought up. My dumb baby mind was like, all shockingly, "Where? Where's the thing I like?" Anyways, speaking of things I like, the nearest In-N-Out is opening in the middle of this month, which makes my mind go "!!!!!!!!!" Talk about a Christmas miracle. About Christmas miracles, Christmas is on a Wednesday this year, Miercoles is the Spanish word for Wednesday. It also sounds like "miracles." Coincidence? I think not. And also, pretty pretty please let this decade/month/year end on a high note. Pretty please with a cherry on top and thank you. Higher than the highest note heard in Opera no. 2. Keep on dreaming. 12-2-19🌟 (23 days left until Christmas!!!! Or, 2 weeks and 2 days. I'm eagerly awaiting my big Christmas present this year. Whatever shall it be?)

What has Billy hidden under his mash? Look, it's the cranberry; he is being silly: lo and behold, it's 4:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. What a familiar predicament. Well, today he continued his Galaxy 2 let's play after a couple days of absence right after he finished the main part. It was very cash money of him to upload it when I actually have headphones. I do wonder how he's gonna tackle the green stars, though… It's never not a good time to talk about yourself, man… (please let me sleep. Some snow would be extremely cash money as well, y'know.) Keep on dreaming. 12-3-19🌟 (22 days left until Christmas!!!!)

How much is left? How much pie is left?: good lord, just let me sleep. I literally just spent an hour on making a new phone wallpaper. It is 4:25 in the morning. Yeah, anyways. Today was pretty normal as per usual. I liked the part when I was smiling throughout his episode for the day. Yeah, I know it was yesterday, but despite the scare tactics, I saw my mom figure out which hotel we're gonna stay at during the Disneyland trip in March. You sure you're serious about my schoolwork, or…? Anyways, I'm finally able to watch A Charlie Brown Christmas tomorrow, which reminds me… not to jinx anything, but this Christmas better be the most magical Christmas in the history of everything. But, for now, I need to sleep. Keep on dreaming. 12-4-19🌟 (3 weeks left until Christmas!!!!)

It's called a road, it's called a rainbow road: Well, just chilled while watching The Office and Monty Python, and now I thought of something. What if there really is a Christmas colosseum? Like, surely not all of them celebrate Christmas, but like… what if?? It starts snowing, (wherever they were filming it) and like, boom! Magic! Now we have happiness and sketches reminiscent of that one cute fanfic I've read! (I do wonder what those guys would think of that fanfic. Anyways…) God, imagine what would ensue with those people and snow. It would be quite similar to this year's colosseum and the beach shenanigans. Gah, I need sleep, and I can't think. I would really, really, really, really, really like a snow storm, however. Keep on dreaming. 12-5-19🌟 (just realized that the weekend's technically here. Hopefully this one is up to snuff. 20 days left until Christmas!!!! Anyways, it's a bit later, and I read that fanfic. Now, I'm thinking… if that fake Christmas tree means what I think it means… wouldn't it be absolutely magical if we managed to move back into that house we lived in until about 2007? Oh, I'm pining again. I wouldn't be too surprised if watching his videos was a little bit more of a joyful, magical experience over there. This decade's best case scenario is us, or perhaps myself, moving over there. Yeah, that actually happening is like winning the lottery, but a girl can dream, can she? All I need to hear is a genuine "we're moving" and all of my dreams have come true. Other than meeting him, obviously. As I just said all of that, we are now back to square numero uno. Hoorah.)

Olden times and ancient rhymes, of love and dreams to share: I have this weird sense of hope right now. What if the day right after Christmas, I'm told that we are actually moving? Jesus Christ. I have this odd feeling that we're actually gonna move, and like… am I off my nut or psychic? If I am actually psychic, the amount of how deep my prayers are for moving to California is basically the mariana trench, but one hundred-fold. Now, that's my resolution: to move to California. All I've gotta do is believe. Literally, all I want in life is to hear his voice while driving on the 101 near Santa Barbara. Whether he's physically there or not. Perhaps that's where I find success with life: in gorgeous Santa Barbara. Anyways, my dad just told me that we're gonna see Christmas lights while driving this weekend. Nice, but I still rather do that on Christmas eve. Now, that's what I call magic. Please, almighty God, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, and all holy beings who reside in Heaven and the clouds above, please let my dreams come true. Keep on dreaming. 12-6-19🌟 (19 days left until Christmas!!!! Right, and before I forget, I just wanna say that today was kinda magical. My mom baked cookies, I chilled playing Club Penguin a couple hours after I chilled with my brother, watching a PBS kids show I haven't seen in years. That's basically the gist of it, but man… It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas for sure. If we don't move, can we pretty please get a snowstorm akin to my moving dream, in terms of longevity? Thanky.)

Pirates are people, too: today started out like a melancholic post-Christmas day, like something was ending. Then, I chilled with some Club Penguin while watching some let's plays that make me feel like I traveled 9 or 10 years into the past. Those Galaxy and Plants vs Zombies (4:20!!!) playthroughs were happening around that time, yeah? After that, I was finally able to watch the Spongebob Musical on tv while crying as I went through the Little Miss Sunshine tag on Tumblr. I need to see that movie again. I love it so much. Anyways, the SpongeBob Musical. Despite what it may seem, it's actually pretty damn good. I could be biased, as this is my intro to Broadway Musicals on Stage™ but like… the songs are really catchy, there's these minor elements that apply to real life, there's references to the actual show, and there's these nice one-liners and visual gags as well. The cast is top notch, and a bunch of famous music people came up with the songs, which is legit as well. I just listened to one of my favorite songs from that musical, and there's kind of a lot of things I noticed about that song. Not to forget the fairly vivid image of me doing the same thing, two years ago during a cold evening while chilling in the back of the van near Costco, having some nice Panera chicken noodle soup. Damn, talk about a vivid image. Anyways, I want snow and I sure hope this Sunday is up to snuff. I need to sleep. Keep on dreaming. 12-7-19🌟 (happy first anniversary to Smash Ultimate, and a very happy birthday to Mr. Iwata. 18 days left until Christmas!!!!)

Let's get a ding-dong: Well, today wasn't up to snuff like I hoped it would be, but my mind is still oh-so cluttered. Plus, I get to look forward to one more thing. Like how there's gonna be a new Unraveled tomorrow. A new Galaxy 2 episode and a new Unraveled in the same day? Hell yeah! I hope Mario Party isn't going to be every other day starting Tuesday. Anyways, I just realized that I've known him longer than any friendship I've ever had. Hm. I still have a dire need of communicating with him. I just wanna be with him and show some things he'd be interested in!! Anyways, I just added a new phone to my Christmas list. Not to jinx anything, but I hope I end up getting it, so I can play Pokémon Go when we're at Disneyland. God, Christmas is gonna be good. Keep on dreaming. 12-8-19🌟 (that date makes me the big sad. 17 days left until Christmas!!!!)

Clap on! 👏👏 Clap off! 👏👏: I just read somewhere that March 31st is going to be the luckiest day of 2020 for me. Well, not to jinx anything, nor to take that at face value, but I already have a best case scenario for that: 1.) The March Disney trip is also used for looking for a new house to move into in California, 2.) My mom finds a dreamy, suitable house and announces it, and I am over the moon. This is what occurs on March 31st. Am I psychic or did I jinx it? Only time will tell. But, the main question is: will there be a miracle that's bound to occur in the next year? God, I sure hope there is. Keep on dreaming. 12-10-19🌟 (15 days left until Christmas!!!! Maybe that miracle is a huuuuuuuge snow storm. If that's the case, I'd smile as much as when I heard earlier today that the new In-N-Out is opening in 2 days. The last time I've done that smile was during a Galaxy 2 episode. Good god, I have the Education Connection jingle stuck in my head. Ugh, not again. Yeah, I was also going to bring up something Christmassy and magical, and then I suddenly forgot. Rip.)

K and an E and a T and a T, E and a R and an ING, T and an O and a WN, Kettering Town! FC!: I keep reminding myself about that day near Christmas, when my parents drove us to somewhere mountainous, and the rooftops were quite icy. I remember seeing those rooftops and hearing him talking about Pokémon quite vividly. I seriously hope that this Christmas is downright magical. Hopefully Santa has a present for me up his sleeve that I'm totally oblivious to this year that will make me flip. Hopefully something magical will happen this year before Christmas as well. But for now, I've gotta sleep. Keep on dreaming. 12-11-19🌟 (2 weeks left until Christmas!!!! And, In-N-Out opens tomorrow!!! Hell yeah!)

Daisuki nano wa!: So, it's 3 in the morning, and there's a video I wanna watch, but I've gotta note a cup'lo things first: A.) I keep thinking about this fanfic in which he's framed for murder, (yeah you read that right) and it's freaking mint. B.) I discovered a crap ton of videos of people raving, dancing, and singing to the Hamtaro song, which is crazy, and C.) I'd like to write some self-indulgent stuff one of these days. Okay, thank you. Anyways, I checked Amazon earlier today and I saw that one of the bagged things was a telescope. Not like a big, expensive telescope, but a smaller one. I hope I get that for Christmas, that'd be awesome! (Just checked, and it's saved later. That's not the only Amazon account, y'know.) Anyways, I hope I get that for Christmas! (That fanfic… it's so tantalizing. Would be nice if it updated one of these days.) Keep on dreaming. 12-12-19🌟 (13 days left until Christmas!!! K and an E and a T and a T, E and a R and an ING, T and an O and a WN, Kettering Town! FC! Right, hopefully this weekend'll be the one I've been anticipating for quite a while. And, by the way, did I mention that I woke up to absolutely explosive sounding hail?)

Hai, se no!: was just watching someone play through Paper Mario 2's 3rd chapter, and it's actually a lot like Casablanca. I mean, the odd messages Mario gets remind me of it, and how it's only hints of a big mystery, like the premonition a particular someone got. Anyways, tomorrow could be the day I've been anticipating for way too long. Hopefully we'll get either Sweet Tomatoes or Pokémon cards. Please let me have the December Sunday I've been thinking of. Keep on dreaming 12-14-19🌟 (11 days left until Christmas! 11?)

Jingle bell ga tomeranai!: Hey, what if I wrote self-indulgent stuff? Hah… unless…? Anyways, I totally jinxed myself by saying that today was going to be the Sunday that I was anticipating. Just one more weekend, man! The third time's the charm! At least we got rice and chips. (Leave it up to me to get side-tracked in the middle of writing one of these. Anyways…) It looks like tomorrow's Galaxy 2 episode is the last one. It's gonna be one helluva finale, because it's Grandmaster time! One more thing. No jinxing intended, but if Christmas eve this year is going to be an Electric Boogaloo™ of that one where we drive downtown and see (4:20!!) all of the Christmas lights while I listen to the Sherbet Land music from Mario Kart 8 and also try not to sleep, that would be freaking awesome. (Times 10 if it was snowing.) Okay, thank you. Keep on dreaming. 12-15-19🌟 (t-minus 10 days left until Christmas! Goddamn, just 3 days and a week until Christmas? If I forget to watch the Tomorrow's Christmas Eve video, I'm gonna be mad upset. Anyways, I could really go for some new live-action skits from those guys. Wonder if we'll get some before May. But what if the colosseum is earlier this year?)

What you gonna do when you get outta jail? I'm gonna have some fun!: I seriously can't believe that freaking Christmas is next freaking week. That means I'm gonna wake up to stuffed stockings and presents next Wednesday. And, before you know it, it's gonna be January, and then my birthday! (Speaking of my birthday, it'd be awesome if we went to both the new In-n-Out and that mall just for my birthday. Maybe we can at least go to the Pokémon center, because the first Sword and Shield card set is supposed to come out on my birthday. Which is awesome!) Wow, I really have a knack for getting side-tracked, don't I? Anyways, what if I was able to get back into school and it just ends up like elementary all over again? Meh, 'tis nothing but a small thought. Anyways, it almost being January means that it's almost time for a particular someone's college roommate to visit and exchange Christmas presents. Man, excluding the colosseum, I think that's the only time he's been in his college roommate's vlogs this year. Huh. Unless there's another one that hasn't been uploaded yet, of course. Anyways, it'd be nice if I was able to pick up on a manga or book series to read. Keep on dreaming. 12-16-19🌟 (t-minus 9 days left until Christmas!!! Just 9 days left! Goddamn. Anyways, I just thought of something. Where is the colosseum gonna take place this year, and what if it took place in my darling Southern California? And, what if that legit interesting side plot I keep thinking about is actually hinted at during the intro? Aaaaaah, my favorite person at my favorite place makes my heart go "!!!!!" A little later, but what if… I start reading/writing fanfics? Hah… unless?)

Legs of wood waves! Waves on wooden legs!: Well, I just spent about 30 minutes at the least trying to get my old DeviantArt account back. I'm glad to say that I've succeeded and now I'm gonna grin and bear it as I am about to dive into a rough ocean of cringe. I'll report (4:20!!) back when I finish. See ya! Well, I skimmed through all that I could, and I honestly didn't find anything too noteworthy, other than 98% of my comments being: "Soooooo kawaii!!! :3" I guess that my cringe DeviantArt phase is left inside my kindle, that is, I guess, in the shadow realm. Yeah, and in my old account's bio was a link to my olden Blogger pages, including this one that was made during my American Girl phase. One of the most noteworthy things about it was that it was probably a graphic designer's nightmare. Dark red text on a headache-inducing, eye-straining hot pink background? My favorite!! God, I should watch all those videos that inspired me to make that blog. Y'know, before the decade ends. Should also scroll waaaaay down in that DeviantArt group where I found that cute fanfic that my christmas Colosseum idea keeps reminding me of. God, what if I told my 8 through 10 year old self about the colosseum? Man, oh man. Keep on dreaming. 12-17-19🌟(t-minus 8 days left until Christmas!! Seriously, I'm getting presents next Wednesday? Whaaat? For now, I just want snow and something memorable to happen, to be quite frank and honest.)

Don't you know that those watermelon smiles just can't ripen underwater?: Just read through the fabled My Immortal fanfic to take my mind off of my nausea, and despite probably losing some brain cells, I think it worked. Anyways. Today was the final episode of Galaxy 2, which left me with a smile on my face, the jitters, and my heart pounding. He didn't quite leave a hint towards the next let's play, but I'm gonna go ahead and say that he's gonna play Splatoon 2 next. Luckily, I found a playlist that has the potential to hold me over for the next month or so. Anyways, Mario Party is updating awfully and unusually often. Could this be because there's something big coming to celebrate the 10th anniversary of that channel? Or perhaps it's a Christmas present of sorts? Keep on dreaming. 12-18-19🌟 (t-minus one week until Christmas!!)

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Don't threaten me with a good time: It's midnight as I wake up from a dream thinking: "why is Brendon Urie, Mr. Disco himself, teaching a high school class?" Like, it sounds illogical, but also pretty freaking cool. Imagine the class itself. Both the class and the classroom would be full of references to various Panic! songs and that would be pretty cash money. Y'know, in retrospect... In that dream, he really reminded me of my 8th grade social studies teacher. AKA one of the reasons why I regret going through 8th grade the way I did. He was honestly pretty interesting, and I wish I was able to go through his classes more, y'know, so I can hear literally whatever he has to say. Yeah, anyways. Today is the Winter solstice. If it doesn't snow between now and when I go down to lovely Southern California for a lovely holiday, I am going to be super duper, uber upset. Anyways. Christmas is in 4 days, and (like last year) I feel like there's no happy feelings that I'm feeling as of late. I mean, it could mean that I actually am depressed (what a shocker) but like… I've been thinking of something. Is my almost 3 years worth of school skipping playing as a factor in this anomaly? Should I really start legit going to school next year? I would like to, honestly, since it could solve this weirdo nonsense, but… It's literally hell. Hell for 7 hours straight. Now, college on the other hand… is an enigma all of its own. A very scary enigma. Keep on dreaming. 12-21-19❄(t-minus 4 days left until Christmas! Really, though? Tomorrow's Sunday. The last Sunday until Christmas. Hope something cool happens.)

I lost to a guy in a chiffon skirt, but I make these high heels work: Well, there's something I should be looking forward to this weekend, but I'm actually not. I know it's probably just anxiety, but uuuuuuuuggghhh. Like, it's right after Christmas! Right! After! Christmas! And actually, in retrospect, I'm not sure if we're actually going; I don't think my "yeah, sure" actually went through. Uuuuuuugghh. Why am I making such a big deal out of such a thing? It's just a concert. If I do actually go, I better not show any physical emotion. Hah, in before we actually don't go. (But I might actually feel a bit guilty, though. About that rant and actually missing out. You can't make this easy, huh, life? Meanie.) But like, it reminds me of that manga I read last August and I'm still not excited! What in the hell, man? Maybe the excitement will settle in the day before. Then, we'll see about that. (Like, it seems like my parents and I are the only ones who're interested. Are we even going?) But, look on the bright side of life. At least it's not the Cats movie. Oh, anything but the Cats movie. Oh, yeah, things actually happened today. First of all, I just had some of the absolute worst nausea and pain since that sudden one I had during 8th grade. Could this be a fabled period cramp? Anyways, we also went through downtown and saw the Christmas lights over there. I still prefer doing that during Christmas eve, but I'm fine with this. Especially since the weather was like I wanted it to be: rainy. I need to sleep. Keep on dreaming. 12-22-19🌟 (on today's collab episode, it was brought up how people would be lulled by a particular someone's videos and his good friend's streams, and how they found that odd. There was some spontaneous ASMR courteous of the former later in the episode, so that was cool. Hope he does it again. Happy birthday, Snow halation! And, you know what tomorrow is. Looking forward to seeing everyone there. Forgot to mention that I cried over a Pokémon GO advertisement that was playing a cover of Queen's You're My Best Friend yesterday. That better not be the only emotion I feel mentally. Mentally, I said.)

Tomorrow's Christmas Eve 2: Electric Boogaloo™: today was the day when we watched that video, and I was there pretty early than a particular someone. But. There was a new Unraveled today, which was. Freaking. Breathtaking. Those last 5 minutes or so were beautiful and just so freaking dramatic. It was show-stopping and just oozing with writing ideas. I am not getting over it. Like how the Nintendo instagram uploaded a picture of the Splatoon idols, but Marina wasn't there. Where art thou, beautiful octo idol girl? I just don't think she was taking the picture there. However, this is likely a Splatoon 3 hint. Where in the (Splatoon) world is Marina, Nintendo?? Anyways. Looks like we are going to that concert downtown on Friday evening, just my mom, my brother, and myself, it seems. Ugh, but it's still way too close to Christmas. Man, is trying to get excited difficult. Anyways. Tomorrow's Christmas Eve. Thank you. Keep on dreaming. 12-23-19🌟 (t-minus 2 days left until Christmas! It's also the second time I've gotten my mind blown over a single video on "Tomorrow's Christmas Eve" day. Oh, and before I forget, I wanna mention that I had a dream about having a boyfriend who was really a disguised thief, and would steal jewelry and the like for me. My, how dashing...)

Almost! Christmas! Means! That! It! Wasn't! Christmas!: welp, here we go again. It's Christmas Eve. Today, I woke up at 6 in the morning because my brother had some Christmas presents for me. Which were a uni-cat plushie, Pokémon cards, and some good smelling clay-like dough. He should seriously consider doing that again. We chilled down there, and then I went upstairs to my room and went back to sleep. I woke up around 2-ish and watched my regular and Christmas Eve stuff. Oh, yeah, that picture I mentioned yesterday. It turns out that Marina is a-okay, just taking the picture. It's a Christmas miracle, honestly. Anyways, there's a new John Mulaney special on Netflix and I need to see it really soon. I can't really think right now. It is time for the visions of sugar plums to dance in my head. Keep on dreaming. 12-24-19🎄(re-cap the things you get tomorrow, self! T-minus 1 day left until Christmas!)

Merry Christmas, I could care less, Christmas edition 2: Electric Boogaloo™: Christmas this year was a little bit unorthodox and perhaps a bit predictable. I mean, I'm content with what I got, but I think I put my expectations too high. Well, let's list what I got, anyway:

Legit, I feel like this is an all time low when it comes to the amount of presents I got. (Source: check last year's) Was my Amazon snooping (4:20!) the main reason why I feel like this? Anyways, I also got a billion kinder eggs and Oreo chocolates. Seriously, it seems like the days after Christmas seem to be much more memorable than Christmas itself. Well, my birthday is in 50 days at the most, so I can't really complain. I will complain about the lack of snow, however. I will keep complaining until I see it come out from the sky. Y'know, I think Christmas 2017 was the ideal Christmas for me. Those last two weeks were just so memorable. Legit, I find the time between Christmas and my birthday to be that memorable as of late. But still. Why were there less presents for me this year? Could it be…? Good god, it better. But I have to look on the bright side of life: at least I got a couple of things I had on my list for several years straight, and my birthday isn't too far from now. Mario Party updated as well. Hope I can replicate last year's lemonade and cookies during a live stream this upcoming week. Man, all of this just gives me hope for this upcoming year, decade even. Always look on the bright side of life. Keep on dreaming. 12-25-19🎅 (happy birthday Jesus Christ. "Don't let anyone tell you that following your dreams is foolish:" a quote that made me teary-eyed while watching a Thousand Year Door playthrough. Please quit it with the crying, self. I can't sleep, but I still have Hypnotize stuck in my head.)

Muddy hands, sand, ashes and debris; public toilets and a homeless man: today was pretty boring, but I finally got to watching the Pikmin streams, and all I need to do is make it last until he announces his next let's play. Yeah, anyways. The concert is tomorrow evening. I'm not quite sure how to feel, but I am looking forward to seeing downtown at night. It's pretty, yeah? Anyways, I just watched a couple of TikTok compilations, and it reminds me of my thirst for some friends. But, do I really wanna go through academic hell just to do that? However, causing antics and sending each other memes in a group chat with friends? That's… *chef's kiss* practically groovy. Maybe I'll find them if we were to move to California. Then we'll have an awkward and memorable Disney trip that'd be referenced with the in-joke "so we out here at didneylan… gonna have a good, uh… time," or something and it's gonna be awesome. Oh, the inside jokes… just imagine the possible context of all of them. Jesus Christ, that's magical. Oh, how I pine for just a couple of buds to accompany my tiny self. To quote that SpongeBob episode, "I neeeed iiiiit!" Life, 🅱lease… bless me with people who don't come off as intimidating and will instead accept my self-depreciating, socially anxious self for who I am, even if I don't say a word. Pretty please with a cherry on top and thank you. (I woke up today with Wonderwall stuck in my head, but it was only "and after aaaaaall, you're my wonderwaaaall." Should probably listen to it several times over completely, like with Canned Heat and Hypnotize.) Keep on dreaming. 12-26-19🌟(imagine hearing them quietly judge and insult one of their exes while said ex passes by, and amplifying it while said ex is nowhere in sight. Anyways, I can only pray right now that there's no tears shed from me during tomorrow's concert. Don't jinx that, and you better bring those earplugs.)

Strawberry Trapper: Well, today was concert day. We had the highest level left-most seats that totally triggered my fear of heights. The concert itself was pleasant, and I finally got a taste of audience participation in the flesh, which was cool. I still remember A Day in the Life, in which I feel like the auditorium was rumbling, and my mind immediately went, "back to the streets where we began! Feeling as good as lovers can, you know!" once that part started. Shout out to all the elderly folk who did that enthusiasm for my too-shy self who couldn't. Wonder if we're gonna see any other concerts in the future. Probably not, because yeah. But for now, all is good until something (that will probably trigger my fight-or-flight response) happens. When will that happen, you say? Dunno. (Still have Canned Heat stuck in my head…) Keep on dreaming. 12-27-19🌟

All across the alien nation: hello, and welcome back to ear-worm morning. Today's song is Green Day's American Idiot. Something about that song that stands out to me is that: A.) It's in the same album of Boulevard of Broken Dreams, in which I've heard called the most 00's song ever, and B.) It's just so topical even though it's as old as myself. (Take that as you will.) Anyways, something that makes me a bit sad is that today was the final Saturday Shorts of the year/decade. I mean, it's gonna be okay 'cause it's still gonna continue beyond 2019. To infinity and beyond, as they say. Anyways, tomorrow's Sunday. I really hope that this'll be a good one. I really do. 12-28-19🌟(it's been a hot while since I thought up anything Casablanca related, but what if there was a Thrown Controllers thing happening that was sabotaged and unable to begin because he was locked up somewhere dark with no means of communication, and it was up to me to free him? Just a thought.)

We've too many gold teeth: Welp, back at it again with the 5 am meandering. Less than 24 hours left until 2020 and I cannot sleep, for Poor Pirates is stuck in my head again. Anyway, I was skimming through last year's school papers, and it made me wish that I was able to go back. I could finally have some friends and answer questions on schoolwork in a hilariously blunt and snarky way. Oh, if only. I mean, it's almost 2020; there's gotta be another attempt. But where? Both online school and public school have proved to not work, so what's it gonna be this year? Good god, I only want friends. Sod off the schoolwork part and give me friends! Anyway. I was just with my mom and she still hasn't picked the hotel we're gonna be at when we're at Disneyland. Huh. I'm just glad we're going in the first place. Final Monday of 2019! Keep on dreaming. 12-30-19🌟

Happy New Year's, baby; you owe me the best thing I will ask for: Welp, it's technically 2020. I don't have any resolutions other than to not die, get a change of scenery, and if we're super great delicious ultra wonderful marvelously lucky, get some friends. Just checked some horoscopes, and there's mixed feelings about this year. There's that, but the whole magic about a new year is that almost everything gets renewed. There's definitely a new colosseum, a new E3 direct to look forward to, we're gonna go to California and Seattle this year… man, I can't wait for everything new this year. It's nice to start the year optimistic this year, yeah? But, before that, let's recap 2019:

Well, here's hoping that I see snow before the end of March this year! Snow. California. And friends. I'm praying to God that I'll see/have all three this year. Don't jinx it! Always look on the bright side of life! Keep on dreaming. 12-31-19🗻🦅🍆