fresh from the desk of spectralid, yours truly... it's my diary!! here are my mental musings from the last 2 years and counting. as of September 2024, i have began hand-writing my diary entries, but i started to transcribe them into text later on. as good as it is to put pen to paper, there's something about having a digital space to put it on that's really satisfying. there's details that have been omitted for personal reasons, the ocassional dark topic, and mild swearing, but i hope you enjoy. even if there's quite a few lengthy entries. the title is in reference to a blogspot page i quickly abandoned months before i started making this website.

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